Alone

No one to love
no one to hold
does it matter anymore?

Does anyone care?
Does anyone see?
all this pain is building
up. Inside of me.
ready to explode. to errupt.

like a volcano.
A little warning, but is it enough?
for you to stop it?
for you to be there?

I need friends
I need a hug.
One of those hugs
when you can just feel
that someone cares.

Does someone care?

I guess I'll never know.

Bitter Blades

The razor cuts, digs
deep into the flesh
to let the blood drip,
drip down the arm.
erasing the pain
or does the pain just hide?

Hide for a while, but it
always will come back.
the razor is at it again
wont somebody stop it?
before it's too late...

The scars are hidden
the pain is still there
It will never fully dissappear...
or will it?
Can it?
Should it be that easy?

A Lonely Day

A lonely day
a walk in the park
no one around
to see. to hear.

A lonely day
with the kids at school
everyone around
to ignore.

A lonely day
a day in my bed
with racing thoughts
and to no one I share

A lonely day
alone in a crowd
Impossible? maybe
but not for me.

Those lonely days
happen more than not
Somebody talk to me.
And show me that I'm not alone